so today after dinner, i went in my room and sat alone looking at pictures and remembering my good friend Chris who passed away. it really made me miss all of my friends back home. i have good friends here, but something is missing, it might be me fighting to be close to these people knowing that i wont be here forever or it just might be something else, but either way i dont feel like i am being myself.
well its time to bed after a nice talk with my good friend back home, kinda.
feeling better already. thanks